I feel like I’m missing some crucial piece of information Some life altering knowledge that will all of a sudden give me a will to live. I can feel the desperation in my chest Increasing with every breath I take Traveling to my stomach filling it with anxieties and worries There it is. The feeling I know all too well The familiarity with being a finger touch away from darkness I struggle to believe it’s not normal to feel this way Rather, I feel it would truly be a sign of insanity to be okay… To accept the inescapable situational hardships To accept how grim the future feels, How little space you have to breathe, To live and be yourself, To be free To look past it all, put a smile on one’s face, And keep going… Keep breathing… Keep living through it all…