Crying I’m crying and I now know why I’m so sick and tired of fighting Sick and tired of proving myself Of being at the blunt end of the danger being placed upon my heart There’s a lump in my throat and it won’t escape Can’t escape, I will not let it escape? I’ve said all the words, I’ve given all the rebuttals I’ve said everything that needs to be said And yet I am still here in this place… heart broken … heart shattered… Mind…. I can’t bury these feelings any longer or it’s going to kill me…